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Between Two Homes
10 Jun 2025

Between Two Homes

Post by Shaista Parpia

They say I’m the bride, dressed in grace and gold,
But my heart feels heavy, my fingers cold.
They cheer and they laugh, so full of delight,
While I sit with my thoughts in the hush of the night.

A suitcase lies open, sprawled on the floor,
Stuffed with my life — and maybe some more.
My childhood fits tightly between these seams,
Old laughter, old fears, and half-finished dreams.

I’m packing my life — not just clothes and shoes,
But tearful goodbyes and the weight of new truths.
A new house awaits, with rooms I don’t know,
With smiles I must learn, and customs to show.

I’ll trade my mum’s cooking for a different view,
A table of strangers I’ll call my crew.
Will they understand when my silence speaks?
Or when I miss home on the loneliest weeks?

They say I’m lucky — “He’s kind and true.”
But do they know I’m breaking in two?
Excitement and dread — they both share my skin,
As I close this chapter and another begins.

To call someone else’s house home,
Walking from complete shelter into the unknown.
To wake up to footsteps I didn’t grow hearing,
To voices unfamiliar, yet so endearing.

The mirrors still show a confident bride,
But no one sees the storm I hide.
A girl with dreams and unspoken fears,
Stitching her smile through trembling tears.

Tomorrow I’ll walk with my head held high,
With anklets chiming and kohl-lined eyes.
A graceful bride in a gown divine —
But tonight, I mourn what I leave behind.

I sit by my suitcase, quiet and small,
Still hearing my name from the childhood hall.
The room that once held my dreams and time —
The room I called home, the room that was mine.

So tonight I sit, with emotions untamed,
Half full of hope, half quietly pained.
And this suitcase of feelings I take on the ride —
From daughter to wife, from girl to bride.

I hold my breath, knowing time will teach,
The lessons of love, of what it can reach.
For now, I stand between two worlds —
A daughter, a bride, a woman unfurled.

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